January 2010
Almost, At Times, Ridiculous
Lacking a secure sense of our real selves, we are vulnerable to, and sometimes tempted by, being allocated a definition by others. In approaching closeness, in our desire to connect, we lost contact with our real selves, and found we were taking a shape which instead reflected the other’s needs and aspirations.
What I always wanted to say is: “Since I don’t know who I am, I will be...
Dear
Dear (name)
You have no idea how you make me feel. You called me beautiful/funny/clever/fun. From you it sounded special, and I can’t forget it. I hope you realise how much it meant to me.
The thing is (name), I don’t know if you realise this, but the things people say mean so much more than what they know. Basically, (name), all I want is to hear you say that I’m...
REBLOG IF you know the difference between "There",...
moulinrouge:
contraproductive:
(via imaginationisdangerous)
“I didn’t want to get close to anyone. I didn’t want anyone to know what I was...”
– Alyse Myers, Who Do You Think You Are? (via brokenmachine)
“With freedom, flowers, books, and the moon, who could not be perfectly happy?”
– Oscar Wilde
1179.) I don’t know when my heart turned into a...
(via blogconfession) Dear whoever wrote this… you are amazing.
“He believes that ah’m suffering fae low self-esteem, and that ah’m...”
– Trainspotting Irivine Welsh
Found in a Collection of Papers
I must have written this years ago. I know that I’ve said things like this, but I seem to have forgotten how deeply the seeds of that feeling go. Sadly it seems that I really am this bitter and this jaded.
I do what I must to survive. I have to shut off my emotions to this end. Anyone you love will leave you, hurt you, betray you. Whatever you cling to for strength will become your burden....
Good Morning Day
I love my brain and how it stops producing chemicals from time to time. I love how these lapses in chemical production mean that I go crazy every couple of weeks.
In other news: the planned job in South Korea seems to be going nowhere. Maybe I’m overreacting a little, but hearing silence from the person who is meant to be helping you get a job overseas is disconcerting.
It just…...